I was reading 'some' papers today and read September 10, 2003. I read it occasionally and I felt the feeling as if I am gonna faint - not because it was an important date for me at one point but because I suddenly realized its been so many years when that date first happened to me or to us...
Actually, if I look back or just try to look back, I think that day was magical. I was happy and I was sad.....and some where I was assured it is not the right thing to do, and some where that was the most perfect thing I ever did.
I don't regret that day or whatever happened that day, I can't regret it ever....nope never. It was beautiful at times...and....!!!
I was/am just not comfortable that I let my mind listen to others......period.
Vee
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Just Saw Dangerous Beauty. I wont say that I loved this movie more than Pretty Woman or Gia or Blood Diamond or some similar movies like those...but it had something in it, something which pulled my attention, something which made me feet proud and something which is my faith for years.
Being a woman is NOT a curse, neither it is something dangerous or something one should just lust for...it is just being the being on this earth...
I would never want to be born as a man, I am happy being a woman and rather stay a woman...now and forever.
P.S. I don't even believe in re-birth and all that crap, but what ever and how ever it is, it just is.
VJ
"Welcome to Hollywood - Everyone comes here to fulfill their dreams, some dreams come true, some not...Just don't stop dreaming!"
P.S. Just saw Pretty woman, don't remember watching it ever. Loved Julia Roberts as always and Richard Gere...he is a gem of an actor.
P.P.S The freakishness of movies is never gonna go down...
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If...if I have to end up my life right now, right here...I would defiantly say - IT WAS WORTH IT!!!!
Just saw GIA...been wanting to watch this movie since I was with HIM....got the chance to watch it today....alone, in my bed....tears and smiles were the smallest thoughts on the way to the end of this fairy tale of a true beautiful mind and irresistible body.
VJ
P.S. Because life is worth it and worth living, I wouldn't wanna end it ever...EVER!!!
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HE is sitting in front of me, and I'm not in love with HIM, nope not anymore. I don't feel like holding HIM anymore. I don't feel like touching his mind or body or even his heart anymore. I am feeling much more content and peaceful. I am getting flashes of HIM hitting me more than flashes of HIM loving me, hugging me, kissing me and caring for me. Hard to believe but I HAVE come to the point where I don't fcuking give a shi*t about HIM or his presence around me, anymore.
Love does go out of window, when ISSUES take place in life. What a big ass truth and we all do have to accept this truth with time.
Life DOES move on.........and I'm happy about it.
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