tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-68819007167899022442024-02-19T14:31:11.380-08:00Ghungroo - The BellsShadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.comBlogger101125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-14258880636291327142012-03-30T15:30:00.003-07:002012-03-30T15:38:19.904-07:00Ranting is subjective!Last I wrote here was in 2009. Today in 2012 I am back with much more comfortable in my own skin and with much more peace within me. I quit Facebook and now I will be ranting here lol<br /><br />Years ago I hated anyone who smokes marijuana because I didn't like my husband smoking and choosing marijuana over me, but when we were getting divorce, I was in my rage mode and so was he. I was lucky to work through that rage and those grudges over the last few years. I am so proud of myself. Here is a <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Km1dDtiC85E">song</a> by the artist I rejected for years because he was famous for his marijuana smoking - yes, <a href="http://www.bobmarley.com/">Bob Marley</a> :)<br /><br />Caio buddies! I will be back to rant soon :)Shadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-9060673490359873372009-12-20T22:59:00.000-08:002009-12-20T23:04:03.044-08:00Dreams....thousands to die for..........Finished watching <a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1016164/">"Confession of a Superhero"</a> I have been planning to watch it since months but there was hardly any time. Now since I don't have a job, so I had time to watch it.<br /><br />It was happy, sad, annoying thought and what not....<br /><br />We all make our ends meet because we are survivors...it just hurt when some dreams dont get fulfilled and some get lost in the air...<br /><br />To all those dreams which brought me to this country, and to all those dreams which bring many to LA....cheers!!!<br /><br />Hope all dreams find their destinations...Amen!!!<br /><br />VeeShadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-19289697124884184712009-12-19T00:11:00.000-08:002009-12-19T00:13:13.635-08:00The tail of 2009Year 2009 is almost over...wait yet not over, but almost there...<br /><br />How was your 2009?<br /><br />Did you do something you love doing?<br /><br />Did you do something which you hated?<br /><br />Please do leave a mark, do share...<br /><br />VJShadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-78886930383949546952009-12-08T00:28:00.000-08:002009-12-08T00:29:55.603-08:00!My few friends say they love my never die attitude and they adore my positivity...and I say what option do I have...<br /><br />haa haa.......<br /><br />lol<br /><br />awww just a random moment....Shadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-84681416438963061832009-12-02T02:02:00.000-08:002009-12-02T02:10:14.142-08:00PreciousI just came back home after watching <a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0929632/">Precious</a>. This movie made me cry. I was literally shredding tears sitting in the theater. I felt deep down sad and shaken up. My mission has got more stronger, and my emotions have got more shaped. I work with these kids, kids like precious. This movie made me realize that my little efforts don't go to waste in fact they help someone...and in return I get the help some where, somehow. Today my mission and my passion found new strengths. I hope I get the chance to work more and bring more options and resources for girls like precious. Amen!Shadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-25592740818981967312009-11-25T03:04:00.000-08:002009-11-25T03:29:50.801-08:00dates and memos...I was reading 'some' papers today and read September 10, 2003. I read it occasionally and I felt the feeling as if I am gonna faint - not because it was an important date for me at one point but because I suddenly realized its been so many years when that date first happened to me or to us...<br /><br />Actually, if I look back or just try to look back, I think that day was magical. I was happy and I was sad.....and some where I was assured it is not the right thing to do, and some where that was the most perfect thing I ever did.<br /><br />I don't regret that day or whatever happened that day, I can't regret it ever....nope never. It was beautiful at times...and....!!!<br /><br />I was/am just not comfortable that I let my mind listen to others......period.<br /><br /><br />VeeShadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-4513324610491901202009-09-17T04:10:00.000-07:002009-09-17T04:18:13.794-07:00Dangerous BeautyJust Saw <a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0118892/">Dangerous Beauty</a>. I wont say that I loved this movie more than <a href="http://ghungroo.blogspot.com/2009/09/pretty-woman.html">Pretty Woman</a> or <a href="http://ghungroo.blogspot.com/2009/09/too-beautiful-to-dietoo-wild-to-live.html">Gia </a>or <a href="http://ghungroo.blogspot.com/2009/08/movie-freak.html">Blood Diamond or some similar movies</a> like those...but it had something in it, something which pulled my attention, something which made me feet proud and something which is my faith for years.<br /><br />Being a woman is NOT a curse, neither it is something dangerous or something one should just lust for...it is just being the being on this earth...<br /><br />I would never want to be born as a man, I am happy being a woman and rather stay a woman...now and forever.<br /><br />P.S. I don't even believe in re-birth and all that crap, but what ever and how ever it is, it just is.<br /><br />VJShadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-64881171580221147782009-09-15T03:57:00.000-07:002009-09-15T04:02:41.450-07:00Pretty Woman!"<span style="font-style: italic;">Welcome to Hollywood - Everyone comes here to fulfill their dreams, some dreams come true, some not...Just don't stop dreaming!</span>"<br /><br />P.S. Just saw <a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0100405/">Pretty woman</a>, don't remember watching it ever. Loved <a href="http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0000210/">Julia Roberts</a> as always and <a href="http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0000152/">Richard Gere</a>...he is a gem of an actor.<br /><br />P.P.S The freakishness of movies is never gonna go down...Shadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-52792373883203977222009-09-14T00:58:00.000-07:002009-09-14T01:00:41.247-07:00Too Beautiful to Die...Too Wild to Live.If...if I have to end up my life right now, right here...I would defiantly say - <span style="font-weight:bold;">IT WAS WORTH IT<span style="font-style:italic;"></span></span>!!!!<br /><br />Just saw <a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0123865/">GIA</a>...been wanting to watch this movie since I was with HIM....got the chance to watch it today....alone, in my bed....tears and smiles were the smallest thoughts on the way to the end of this fairy tale of a true beautiful mind and irresistible body.<br /><br />VJ<br /><br /><br />P.S. Because life is worth it and worth living, I wouldn't wanna end it ever...EVER!!!Shadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-46791007779653241502009-09-11T20:23:00.000-07:002009-09-12T12:23:07.073-07:00The day of hearing - Sep 08, 09HE is sitting in front of me, and I'm not in love with HIM, nope not anymore. I don't feel like holding HIM anymore. I don't feel like touching his mind or body or even his heart anymore. I am feeling much more content and peaceful. I am getting flashes of HIM hitting me more than flashes of HIM loving me, hugging me, kissing me and caring for me. Hard to believe but I HAVE come to the point where I don't fcuking give a shi*t about HIM or his presence around me, anymore.<br /><br />Love does go out of window, when ISSUES take place in life. What a big ass truth and we all do have to accept this truth with time.<br /><br />Life DOES move on.........and I'm happy about it.Shadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-5042437777199945622009-09-05T12:51:00.001-07:002009-09-05T12:55:28.935-07:00Irony = LifeFew days ago, I found an email in my inbox from birthday alarms stating <span style="font-style:italic;">'its your 6th wedding anniversary, congratulations form everyone at birthday alarms dot com'</span><br /><br />Can life be more funnier than this? I guess its irony of life, isn't it? Its been almost two years we have separated, and now they remember to wish me for my broken marriage...oh life, I love you...<br /><br />Anyways, new flowers are blooming and life is on roll.<br /><br /><br />VJShadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-4140868367495938822009-08-05T02:28:00.000-07:002009-08-05T02:45:30.960-07:00Movie - FreakYesterday, I saw <a href="http://www.funnypeoplemovie.com/">'Funny People'</a> Oh, what a movie, it satisfied me inside out. I felt the feeling on being high for hours after wards (well I don't actually know what is it means to be high, but I guess feeling satisfied and not around your current surroundings is high for me). I think the reason of that effect on me was simply because the acting, the direction, the writing and most of its creative work started as improvisation from the lives of those, who live these character on normal life level. I was impressed. May be because I come from similar kind of background or may be because it was just truthfully shot movie...It had a slow pace, but still it felt as if it was moving, not a stand still.<br /><br />The movie <a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1176740/">'Away We Go'</a> which I saw it sometime back, was more of a slow pace movie. Although I loved its story, it seemed too much for a movie. The details were unlimited and the story was heavy....so I think it needed a fast pace but director made it damn slow...my guy friend, who took me out for the movie said that it was true life story and very relative. Hmm yes, I thing it surely was, but too much truth of life in a movie doesn't actually work for me unless it is shot well. And that movie died on the box office. I still would love to read that book, but will never watch that movie again.<br /><br />On the other hand when I saw '<a href="http://hangovermovie.warnerbros.com/">Hangover</a>' I cracked up as much as I could...cos it was story from life, but in a bit dramatic way and very well directed movie. I enjoyed it; it was a way away from hectic life. My friend who I went out to watch this movie with, went to Vegas with his girl friend after watching that movie. So, I guess it was worth it...ha ha! Simply loved how the movie sounds ridiculous but it is actually not that annoying as it may sound like.<br /><br />On the serious note when I saw <a href="http://blooddiamondmovie.warnerbros.com/">'Blood Diamond'</a> I felt so empathic and my eyes were wet every time I watched it, even after watching it over and over again. The urge to visit Africa and to work with lovely African people just started boiling inside me. The art work in the movie was awesome and direction was just superb. I enjoyed it thoroughly. I know that the script writer might have added some new moments in it, or the director cheated on some frames, but even after all that...this movie left a big impact on my mind and my heart. Kudos to those, who worked for Blood Diamond.<br /><br />Well....I have tons of movies to write about but that later cos its 2.44 am and I should simply stop writing about movies and watch my next movie before the heart ache start again. Oh yeah, I feel heart ache now-a-days if I don't watch one or more movie a day. Didn't I tell ya I have a <a href="http://ghungroo.blogspot.com/2009/08/movie-fever.html">movie-fever</a> :-)Shadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-30594605122927734532009-08-05T02:10:00.000-07:002009-08-05T02:46:59.705-07:00Movie - FeverWell... Oh well....<br /><br />Oh.....Oh...Oh well.....<br /><br />Okay fine...I have a confession to make: I am getting crazy about movies once again in my life. I am happy about it, it makes me feel great. I have seen almost every new movie which is out and have been enjoying watching one or another on either <a href="http://www.netflix.com/">netflix </a>or from my old movie collection or from my roomie's collection. She is a movie buff too, and owns a pretty good collection. Truthfully right at this moment also I am watching a movie while I type my thoughts into a post on <a href="http://imissindia.blogspot.com/">my blog</a>. I used to read a lot but for some reason, I can't concentrate for long on reading now-a-days so watching movies makes me feel better than reading. Though reading a book has its own feeling and watching a movie has its own emotion and we can't replace one with another, but we can enjoy watching movie instead of reading or vice verse. Soon you will realize, both gives the same effect. How? With each new documentary I watch, I travel to new culture, new thought process and new life; with each classic feature I have seen, I see the different lifestyle and different emotion change of humanity; with each musical, I enjoy the new rhythm and new dance move...and so on and on and on! I remember that one quote which my father used to tell me all the time 'read a book to see the world' now-a-days it is more like 'watch a movie to know the world' Or at least this is how it works for moi :-P<br /><br />More is on its way... that would be related to my expression (not reviews) of movies....<br /><br />Keep hanging!Shadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-69707386926225133512009-07-24T00:49:00.000-07:002009-07-25T21:08:14.358-07:00To Mah Maa!I was burnt in my agony,<br />when I left you Maa<br />You saw me standing...helpless<br />and I looked over your agony,<br />Just to let go of me,<br />...in the ocean of world<br />to be the one I am.<br /><br />You were missed, always<br />and........now<br /><br />....<br />You are always with me<br />You were always in me.<br />......<br />Life just happened to us!<br /><br /><br />VimShadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-12598332535670831482009-07-15T00:22:00.000-07:002009-07-15T00:25:23.219-07:00start afresh!Oh!!! I want to fall (litrally) in love all over again. I want to shape the heart and make the decisions for my love, once again. How beautiful it would be, just to love and nothing else. I want it, I want it, I want it! <br /><br />I wanna fall for myself, I want to love myself all over again.I want myself back to living once again and over and over again!!!Shadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-2520294638546521142009-07-07T01:08:00.000-07:002009-07-07T01:18:21.408-07:00sad to see that people loose sensitivity with age!Either I am too sensitive or people are losing the sensitivity or probably I am too old now and I should stop doing childish (????) things. Well, today at midnight my friends birthday started and I with another friend of mine went to her place at mid night with cake and lots of happiness....and.........<br /><br />Just bitter taste in the mouth now. I wish I could say that she didn't like me coming over, but that's not true either. She didn't mind us over and that's what she showed us but what with insulting language? What with not eating cake and putting down words....anyways, let it be Vim...it hurts to see your own friends do so....<br /><br /><br />Anyways Happy birthday dost!Shadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-63957873315348130502009-06-23T22:55:00.000-07:002009-06-23T23:05:14.771-07:00Back to basics!Have you ever seen anyone living their life twice? Nope? Well I see her every day, every single day in me. I lived a life of teenage, a young woman and now I am living a life of teenage once again and soon I will get the chance to live a life of woman. The difference between both timing is that first time it was in India and now, second time it is in the US. The best similarity is not just me in both lives but also the rebel nature of my own self. I am enjoying it and truthfully parallel regretting it too...but there is always something or other to learn and to grow old with. As I mentioned once in one of the old post - I am collector of happiness, memories and emotions from real life of self.<br /><br />Rest later...oh yeah one quick thing....I started donating blood again. Today was my first day of donation. I started donating blood in my late teens and then stopped for obvious reason...and here I go again!!!<br /><br />Hugs to self<br />VimShadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-6637028627737911152009-05-23T13:27:00.001-07:002009-05-23T13:34:45.044-07:00Friendship is all I have...I am struggling to write thousands of thoughts, but I stop myself. Musing satisfies me, but I stop myself. I want to say many words, many feelings, many thoughts to my dear friends, to those people I care for but I stop myself....just because I don’t want to offend someone and just because I know words leave hard, long lasting impression than our ignorance can. I do love many of my friends, I seriously care for them and will do whatever I can depending on the moment and situation...but I am NOT what all of the world always think I am...I am a person who has the right to change, I am a human who can be indifferent, and also a female who needs what she needs, simple.<br /> <br />Friends, I don’t want you to bear with me, if you don’t want to and same way I shouldn’t have to, too…<br /> <br />"Friend" I know something is bothering you, I am there if you want to talk about it and if you need a shoulder, but I am not going to be there when you insult me and when you behave rude to me because something else or someone else is bothering you...I am sorry...I wish I could say this on your face.<br /> <br />"Friend" I am happy for you to find a love of your life, but can I say that I am worried for you, as he seems a bit off beat? Sorry I can’t say it on your face....accept me as it is, please....<br /> <br />“Friend” I like hanging out with you, but sometimes you bore me. I don’t like people who are boring....can we stop hanging out for a while, so we can value each other more?<br /> <br />“Friend” you are awesome, I love your energy but I don’t like you freaking out and sending me crazy messages in response of my fun messages, or taking my messages as snappy thoughts for yourself...can I please ignore you for a while? Please...<br /> <br />“Friend” I know you have been busy for long time, but is it okay we go out for a coffee and just talk for sometime about the shits of life? Can you please take time off for me, please....few minutes? I know something is there which is bothering both of us, can we get over it and meet? Please...<br /><br />“Friend” I am a girl. I like listening to flowery words and sweet appreciations when I ask how am I looking or if I look good in this new dress….I know you are a guy of direct talks, but can you please once in a while make me happy by saying some praises to me?<br /><br />"Friend" I know we all girls are same way at the end and you guys are pretty similar kind of, but I am not looking for anything in you, beyond what we have today...can we please live in today instead of being worried with what will happen with our relationship in future? please dear...<br /> <br />and many messages, I want to post on to your pages my friends, say it on your faces my friedns. I wish I could, but if I say these, can we still be friends? <br /> <br />I love my every single friend. You all are my emotional support of life. You are my strength and you are the one....who I care for, more than my parents!!!!<br /> <br />Hugs, love, kisses, and much more....friendship is all I have....!!!<br /><br />Thank you for being there for me...and my weaknesses.<br /><br /><br />Vim<br /><br /><br /><br />***This post do not belong to any specific friend and belongs to all humans, who are friends to someone, somewhere, somehow!!!!***Shadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-52160997616355988012009-05-03T21:08:00.000-07:002009-05-04T00:27:40.391-07:00Writer's blockI don't know what is going on, but something is going on, for sure, deep inside me. I sit in front of my laptop, try to type words, I am sometimes able to type few...they do look like words, but make hardly any sense in a form of sentence. I try to create new letters with new alphabets but they seem strange. I think its about time that I put my thoughts in to words, before they burst my head. I need to work on it and let go this feeling of 'let it go' from inside me. <br /><br />I am trying, again, to live; to feel; to find; and to touch my own self. It seems just too hard to accept the numbness, the shock, of finishing an old life to the new unknown world of my own.<br /><br />Vim<br />2009<br />Two weeks after the numbness first hit me....Shadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-58683465013502710972009-04-06T19:51:00.000-07:002009-04-06T20:11:12.955-07:00Ghungroo - the bellsSome ghungroo (bells) make beautiful noises, some ghungroo don't make noise, hence have no voice at all, and some other ghungroo have noise and voice, but no choice...they often are part of decoration on purses, key chains and other materialistic things...<br /><br />We humans are exact same way...some are too noisy, who speak either a lot or they make noises by their expressions,observations and creativity. Some humans have voices but they don't use them, and live life quietly...holding every thought, every emotion inside, few of them are at peace and few are depressed. Some other humans are always around you and me, they have voices, and noises but no choices...they have thoughts but no one appreciate them for having thoughts and they are just piece of decorations. These humans are called wives, daughters, mothers and daughter-in-laws...<br /><br />VimShadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-78557236662130888732009-04-02T01:06:00.000-07:002009-04-02T16:13:27.562-07:00I am happy that I can speak 50 languages, English being my 50th....So here it goes...I rejected a guy, for whatever reason it may be, he felt insulted, and he rejected me in his own little way (though I felt sorry for him at that point more than feeling rejected...) Before he rejects me, a friend came in between and tried to clear the confusion and mis-communication. He lashes back on to the friend and said words which doesn't make much sense, but here is the reply to him, if he is reading...he will leave a comment.<br /><br /><br />cjb - Do you know why I married my husband? Because, he was able to break the norms and live a life on his own in India. Now whatever the reason he had to leave the US and go to India to live was,to hell with that, important is, he lived a life on HIS OWN. Yes buddy, my ex-husband actually lived a life on his own, making money on his own, without knowing the language of the country, or of the state he was living in, and he lived successfully 4+ years there...on his own. Truthfully, if anyone knows India, then that person knows it well that making average money in India is what is known as the successful living. The struggle is way too much and we don't have as many chances and options as you Americans...<br /><br /><br />For your kind information, English is my 3rd language NOT 50th, but lets see how many language You can speak? Spanish and English only? Well, every second person in LA speak these two languages...and...???????? Oh well.....<br /><br />I can JUST hope that you can see and understand the world beyond US the A....<br /><br />VimShadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-87655940343535535212009-03-30T23:18:00.000-07:002009-04-02T01:21:16.052-07:00a coversation with self....Vim - I want to cry today.<br /><br />~V - Go for it Vim, cry...open your heart and let it happen....<br /><br />Vim - I think it was a wastage of my time, my energy and my resources.<br /><br />~V - You are right, but mind it...Vim, you are strong. Letting go isn't that easy.<br /><br />Vim - Did I really let him go?<br /><br />~V - Yeah baby, you did...<br /><br />Vim - Oh cool. I am not expected to be nice to him anymore, right?<br /><br />~V - Yupp, no responsibility.<br /><br />Vim - But I liked him a lot.<br /><br />~V - Its alright, he didn't....or may be he did, even if he did don't care about it anymore cos this care does matters in your life dear.<br /><br />Vim - Yeah, you are right V<br /><br />~V - Chalo whatever happens, happens for a reason, or for a season.<br /><br />Vim - he sent me an email...I shredded a tear...<br /><br />~V - good, you need to let go more....<br /><br />Vim - I'm trying....damn, I can't even try any longer.<br /><br />and the conversation carry on...and on and on....Shadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-68053988157919024652009-03-26T02:15:00.000-07:002009-03-26T02:33:34.559-07:00Girl Friends - OneNah!!! its not about one girl friend, its one of the issues I am facing with being around girls...aagggrrhhh!!!<br /><br />Before I start on to any other issues, let me give you all (whoever) one advice: NEVER EVER GET PLAN TO GET DRUNK WITH A GIRL FRIEND WHO DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO SHUT UP...okay I was told that my pre-birthday party is getting planned...I was excited as usual. I was getting attention and then finally a plan according to my week...yippee but hey, no one RSVPd and we were left with two girls at the end, one who was organizing and another me, your truly - the birthday girl...<br /><br />Anyways, we went to get Beer and wine from store, where really hot sexy guys tried to hit on us and kind of asked us out to drink with them...we ignored so cutely that I almost felt proud on self and my girl friend...Finally, we decided on beer and wine and gave funky look to those guys and bought our stuff. We reached home, and got the call that this girl friend's close friend (who could have been a boy friend at one point) is going to join us for a beer or two..."awesome", I said and she made a nasty face..."well, he introduced you to me, so I guess it is alright", I said. She didn't say anything...He came, we had beer and he left after listening to long talks and arguments of putting him down....I was speechless. It was my place, my pre-birthday party, and guess my friends too...<br /><br />After he left, that nasty look turned in to a crying baby look. Here she goes...I thought and I wasn't wrong. She finished the whole wine bottle in few minutes and b the time I could think of anything,she was cursing and cussing this friend of mine, for choosing a girl who is from his choice...yukk..."shut up", I thought...but she didn't. Two hours of drinking went to shit...cos it was brought back to un-buzzed feeling followed by lectures,which I heard many times, and also moments which are not different from last time's expressions...great!! here goes my pre-birthday drinking night!Shadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-62589352862364739262009-03-14T02:42:00.000-07:002009-03-14T02:45:22.725-07:00Insomniac!I cant sleep, actually I am refusing to sleep...I have no idea why, but may be I am not confessing the reasons to myself...I should be sleeping at this time, its almost 3 and when I have to be up to get ready for work at 5.45 - 6.00 am...<br /><br />let it go V...letting it go is not easy but easiness follows it.Shadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6881900716789902244.post-72731134831006837922009-03-13T01:15:00.000-07:002009-03-13T01:36:20.374-07:00"A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked."<span style="font-style: italic;">HE </span>feels good about something, and right away <span style="font-style: italic;">HE </span>start feeling guilty about feeling good. Dear, this in your mind set to feel bad for yourself!<br /><br />Start letting it go...Shadows of lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07253823542803121608noreply@blogger.com0